Wednesday, June 21, 2006

be more gracious with my words?

it is inevitable for one to undergo the peaks and trough of life, and though some may bear life with fortitude and tranquil grace, but not me.
when life hits me with a curve ball, i contravene by writing entries saturated with raw emotions, converting chagrin into words.

the emotional intensity of an entry rises in accordance with the emotions forming in me at that particular time. the more the emotions form, the higher the likelihood of presenting a brusque entry.
it will be good to bear in mind that all entries were written solely for the purpose of self-reference, or well, at least for a small grp of friends. thus, it will be beneficial to exercise discernment when reading my entires, along with a pinch of salt.

i spotted an uncanny resemblance between an ephermeron and me-- short lived.
my anger and emotions are short lived, just like the emotional entries-- a product of my overly sensitive nature. over time, all these will come to a decrescendo as reality takes precedence over my innate emotions.
alot of entries are written at the spur of the moment, and in the process, i may commit a faux pas by writing tactlessly. but yeah, overlook this, for im merely being me.

i reckon my thoughts are best expressed through words, albeit harshly. with that, i shall give Graciousness a miss and continue to bask in Unequivocalness.

engaging in msn conversations and blogging at the same time is a no-go, my train of thought has been disrupted. ahhhhhhhh! nvm, i shall go grab a drink instead.

claire, thank you. the chats have been invigorating! i think ive found a friend in you, haha (: